ceritera aku dan kami

2011-05-26T00:40:00.001+08:00

hello guys!wah sumpah lama gila tak update blog.haha sorry banyak hal yang menghalang and im not active at blog anymore i guess.so if nak tahu perkembangan diri ini bolehlah add i kat twiiter k? haha just some quick update about my life

now sedang intersesi for paper risk management.kelas sangat boring okay?
ulang alik dari rumah ke kelas memang pedih poket bai.haha
jadi makcik kesayangan sepenuh masa kepada lil monsta ku,alya kayra.
sangat enjoy dengan personal life ((; oh i love you ^^
active kat twitter so add me okay sape2 y ade twiiter, myaa
suka cari pasal dengan orang.maaflah saya akan kejam dgn org y xreti nak respect privacy saya
pokai gila babis punya lah wa cakap sama lu.haha
sedang dalam proses mencari kerja.sape ad kerja free roger2 ye?
if tak reply msg harap maaf kedit sering kehabisan so just tweet i.confirm i reply.

so thats it.if i rajin i update blog k.but i dun think so.later (;

2011-03-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

goin to update bout OPKIM soon.sorry lately neh kindda buzy with stuff and all.wish me luck for my test tomorrow ^_^

p/s:i need to choose wisely.

2011-03-09T16:31:00.000+08:00

To forget somebody isn't possible because deep inside, you remember everything

yuppa i sgt setuju dgn statement diatas.coz yes deep inside i remember everything! hey guys sorry for my disappearing last few days neh.just that i need time to heal my wound and time to get myself straight again.i thought i can do it but up till today,i cant.sorrryy i didnt mean to be weak o vulnerable.but its just soo hard for me.please understand.but now im quite ok.yelah dah 3 days direct i kua balek sampai pagi buta.meronggeng with my friends! buat keje gile lepak sana sini.yeah i dah ilang akal sudah.terasa kosong gila sekarang.impact kali neh sgt kuat.i dunno how i managed to put on a smile everyday.sucks ya know.coz u know deep inside u're hurt and still hoping but knowing that it will never heal or happen.but im thankful for having friends that trying very hard to cheer me up and be there.thanks u guys.right now,i have no attention in having a serious relationship with anyone,just friendship that i want.yes, i need to take a break from relationship.bole flirt flirt pasneh.hahah jokinglah.just friends.no serious feeling o whatsoever.just i want to enjoy my life when i still get the chance.but still everyday i woke up from bed,my heart ache.sgt sucks!! haaiih im so tired feeling like this.still i need to move on and keep faking smile to people.n im good at faking smile.but im not good at handling my feeling.n i cant lie.i miss u and i still love u.so pathetic of me lah mia! gosh learn to accept reality girl.please for ur own good.remember,setiap kejadian ada hikmahnya.just let time do its work mia.be strong and believe in faith.i keep telling myself this.but i lose hope in faith already.how?

p/s: i plg xsuke petir and guruh! sgt xsuke okeh.sgt takut!

2011-03-06T11:35:00.000+08:00

know what.i totally lose my sanity.yes!superblah mia.now im so fuckin dunno myself n im so fuckin hurt badly.i know i should not act o behave like this.but i cant control myself.im sorry,i thought i was strong enough to keep my sane in good condition but i was wrong.im not that strong.im really sorry to that person.im not strong.coz everytime i got the strength to stand up strong,something always occurred and i fall down really bad!!u think i want this?hell no i dont.its easy for u to say that all can be well,but it is not okay.its not well,its not gonna be okay coz im not okay at all!im done lying to myself,lying to my feeling,when the fact is i know,that i cannot bare any of this.dont u see, im hurt,im badly hurt.and i know u are too.i know but u acted like its easy to let go.to move on to to whatever u want but thats not like me.i know i know i dah promise.bialah i gila sorang sorang.at least i bole buat keje gila without feeling any guilt o whatsoever.if anything happen to me,dont worrylah,i dont want to be a burden to u or anybody else.just let me be me.if i regret later,well i know thats my choice from the beginning.so be it.im done being nice and good and pretending i dont care o care at times.yes i need time to fixed myself.but i dunno how long would it takes.especially now,i dont thing im gonna be okay.hey at least i want to push myself to study hard and get good result.after that,i want to further my studies in master at oversea.i just want to fly myself far from malaysia for a while.and fine peacefulness somewhere else.i hope i managed to achieve that.to much memories to much hurt to much things that reminding me of u.and it makes me mad.yes,im gone crazy coz all my hope and all my faith crumble down upon me.so pathetic of me.

Crawling in my skin

These wounds, they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling

I can't seem

To find myself again

My walls are closing in

(Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)

I've felt this way before

So insecure

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me

Distracting, reacting

Against my will I stand beside my own reflection

It's haunting how I can't seem...

To find myself again

My walls are closing in

(Without a sense of confidence I’m convinced that there’s just too much pressure to take)

I've felt this way before

So insecure

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming, confusing

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling

2011-03-05T19:31:00.000+08:00

guys listen to this song okeh.its a good song.really good song and have good lyric also.click it! click it click it click it!!!!

what are words

p/s:im tryin 2 b a gud person n a gud fren.

2011-03-04T18:59:00.000+08:00

sekejap aku kuat,sekejap aku jatuh terduduk,sekejap aku senyum ketawa,sekejap itu pula aku terus menangis kecewa.

2011-03-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

toooooo much happen today.toooo much ok..now i cant even think straight o do things right anymore.this is so fuckin bullshit.damn i wish i can freeze time.coz right now,im soo damn down and i lose hope of everything i hold on to.this is just tooo much for me.

sumpah i hate whats happening to me.

so shit lah!

2011-03-01T22:55:00.000+08:00

u hurt me so bad dear.

2011-03-01T19:42:00.001+08:00

sekarang aku gile tak tahu kat sape lagi dah aku nak cerita sume masalah aku.bile aku cite benda laen yang jadi.kadang kadang terase cam dunia neh tak adil.hidup neh tak adil.orangnya tak adil.aku cari mana silap aku.mana salah aku sampai orang buat aku camneh.aku tak ganggu hidup sape sape sebelum neh.aku tak pernah nak halang sape sape sebelum neh.tapi nape ada lagi insan yang tak puas hati dengan aku?sekarang hidup aku terasa kucar kacir sangat.aku sedeh aku betol betol sedeh.terasa macam orang siat siat hati aku.tapi paling aku tak boleh terima,kenapa aku yang kena korban kebahagian aku sendiri demi nak puaskan hati orang orang yang tak pernah nak jage hati aku?adilkah itu?jujur aku tak boleh tahan lagi.aku tak kuat tak kuat tuk semua neh.tidak jika aku terpaksa korbankan perasaan aku sendiri.i know u're hurt.im also hurt too.but this is not the solution.not this way.im not happy with this.im sorry but i just cant act like nothing happen.i cant act like i normally do now.i cried and cried all night long.wishing u take back ur decision.how can i understand,when the thing is,we are the one who have to sacrifice?im hurt.i really am.dont u dare asking me to do that.coz u know i cant.i just cant.it hurts really bad.how can i face u? face them?and act like im totally fine with it?how can i throw away the awkwardness?

p/s:mati lagi bagus bukan?

2011-02-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

susahlah kalau orang yang aku percaya cam bukak cite kat belakang.fine pasneh aku dah malas nak cite pape.elok pendam je dari cite pastuh orang laen jadi mangsa.kalau aku je kena puaskan hati orang matilah aku.agak agak kalau nak terasa dengan aku cuba cermin diri korang suma dulu.agak agak cam korang rasa korang bagus sangat sampai tak penah buat aku terasa silalah tacing dengan aku,aku tak kesah.tapi sekali aku dengar ko cakap aku lupa membe,sampai mati pun aku lupa korang suma.tak pernah nak pikir situasi aku.tak cukup ke tyme yang aku peruntukkan dengan korang suma?aku pun ada life aku sendiri,ada masa aku dengan orang laen gak,dunia aku bukan untuk korang je.selama neh aku tak pernah persoalkan pe yang korang buat,tak payah nak jadi busybody nak kecoh pasal pe yang aku buat.aku paling tak suka orang kawan dengan aku sebab nak senang.dalam hidup mesti ada give and take.takkan aku sorang je nak give korang nak take je?selama neh aku duk pendam je tapi cam makin aku senyap makin naek kepala lak.ingat aku neh robot takde perasaan?harap harap korang pahamlah.

2011-02-26T13:55:00.000+08:00

ello peeps.today as u all noe is saturday.saturday usually people go out with their friends,love ones,family o sape2 jelah kan.but malang ye i tak tergolong dalam kumpulan tersebut.bukan sombong riak taknak bersosial dengan sape sape.membe from matrik penang dayah and atin ada ajak kua g TS.but i xdapat nak pg due to some reasons.sedeh.but i hope to see them soon.then mama pun ada ajak g sogo pg tadi but i pulak menggatal taknak pegi.sombong gile tolak pelawaan mama y ajak shopping.huuuuu haruuuu melepas.semata mata nak tido sampai tinggi hari.hahaaha mama next tym next tym.kite shopping eyh2? =) nak kua dengan kekasih hati tak dapat coz dy ada exam final coming two weeks neh.xleh nak ganggu dy.xpe baby mia tunggu pas 2 weeks neh nak kua gak xkire!! hhehehe u promise me right.mia hold on to ur words.study hard k by.i noe u can do it.xpe mia duk diam diam je.love u a lot k by.before this kan i ade post y i demam.sekarang dah ok dah but terasa cm nk demam balek.haaaih menyusahkan betol.last night ada paranormal activity happen.ok xmo cite psal tuh.right now i tengah kelaparan teramat.mama xbalek2 lg nak masak tapi cam malas gile.hahaa tahan mia tahan.ok i dah merapu lebeh.cam dah xde idea nak tulis pe dalam blog neh.sumpah hari neh terasa malas gile nak mati.hahaha nak tido lagilah.ok nnt i update lg.later peeps.

p/s:tetibe terase nk naek roller coster n jerit kuatkuat.

2011-02-25T03:06:00.000+08:00

baby,thanks.i love you so much.

it means a lot to me.n mia denga nasihat awak k.

thanks for being there and thanks for understand.

lottsa love from me to u by♥♥♥

2011-02-23T00:42:00.000+08:00

terasa seperti kita dah semakin jauh bukan? terasa seperti kita dah tak sekepala seperti selalu dan dulu kala.well u dah dengan life u,dengan orang baru,so be it.i wish u well k.no hard feeling from me.yes people come and go.so do u and i.nevermind about what i wrote o what i say.really,semakin hari,semakin aku dah tak paham ko.maybe sebab cara ko dan aku dah laen.so tak kisahlah.im ok really.cuma kadang kadang annoy dengan apa y ko buat.suit urself.its ur life anyways.why do i have to bother right? well friend,im still here no worries.if u thought im different from before,well,actually this is me.this is the real me now.love it o dont love it.ur choice.coz im tired being the old me.im just being myself.my real self before u met me.i dun wanna fight anything with u.coz i love u.so pape pn i still cam bese je ok.

p/s:finishing up past year bell.

2011-02-22T17:33:00.000+08:00

today i demam.sume kelas i tak pegi.keje tido je memanjang satu hari neh.sory kepada sesiapa y i tak reply msg o angkat col.xsehat sgtlah.arini dua test i burn.mamposlah i pasneh.nk pegi pk tp kena tunggu nadku y comel abes kelas pukul 6 ptg.perot lapa tapi xde selera nk mkn.nk bek cpt!! hate fever.oh n my sore dah mcm ella.haha dah nk smbung tdo lg.nyte.

p/s:rindu gle sama muhammad shahfid kamal bashah.last sunday was a blast baby.♥♥♥

2011-02-22T17:26:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum kepada pembaca blog sekalian.pada hari ini,ingin saya sampaikan ceramah bertajuk.........lol gile awal awal dah nak merapu eyh.haha abaikan.okeh agak lame i tak tulis post y panjang and berisi an?yes mintak maaflah bebanyak saya tidak ada kesempatan and malas gile nak tulis kat blog neh dah.tak tahulah asal tapi sekarang cam dah takde idea dah nak tulis ape.cerita banyak coz banyak gile y jadi sepanjang minggu neh minggu lepas juga.but i guess no need to tell.bialah i and org org y berkenaan je y tau okeh.just kali neh i cuma nak luahkan ape y i rase sekarang.right now i am grateful with my life.with my love ones and with my studies.evendo ada jugak cacat cela sana sini but still im grateful.but still in my gratefulness neh i cam terkilan gak ngn certain people.i rase sepanjang i hidup neh i tade pun kaco idup org o nk buzybody ngn life sape2.i cuma live my own life.coz for me,its rude for me to bother o sebok pasal life org len tak tentu pasal.duncha think so?cube letak diri korg dalam situasi dimana pe y korg buat suma org sebok n cakap2 pasal korg.padahal korg tak sebok pn psal dyorg.dyorg tak terlibat pn dalam pe y korg buat.rase rimas x? for sure answer korg yes kn? rase terbatas bukan?terasa spt gerak geri korg dperhatikan and korg cm kena judge based on that.without they knowing the real damn thing!n y plg bez,benda tuh xd kaitan pn ngn dyorg but dyorg cm gle kecoh nk matilah.kg gle perangai bukan?korg benci kn kl korg jd cam2?sbb tuh i xske sebok psl hal org.sbb tuh i tak ambk tau psal hal org.sbb i phm perasaan bile privasi kte dicabul.yes dicabul.sebab i penah kena n now pn i kena gak.its not cool k people?its not cool at all n its rude.very rude.please lah sebok psl life korg sndiri.tak payah nk sebok pasal life i.pe y i buat,dgn spe,bile,kt mne sume tuh takde kena mengena ngn hdp korg.tak bagi effect pn kt hdp korg.bile aku tak kaco korg,so xpyah nk kaco hdp aku.i dun give a damn abt u people.pe korg nk buat ke,ngn spe ke.kt mne pn suke hati korglah.aku tak kisa pn tau x.xheranlah pun.buang mse aku je nk ambk tau psl korg.tp mulut org,tingkah laku org i tak boleh nk kawal bukan.cume i mnxlah jgn kaco hdp i.cukup2lah i neh jadi bahan sebutan umpatan pe benda lah y relate tuh.i just want to life a normal life.a peaceful life.aku bkn spe2 ok.kl aku artis tuh aku phmlah.im just a normal person.dats all.takde benda menarik pn psl aku.so stop.enouf is enouf.im tired.tired of people who dun respect other people privasi.done.enouf say.

p/s:ini adalah post dulu y xsempat2 diposkan.haha

2011-02-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

Made a wrong turn, once or twice

Dug my way out, blood and fire

Bad decisions, that's alright

Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood

Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down

Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated

Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than fuckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong

Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead

So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!

Filled with so much hatred...such a tired game

It's enough! I've done all I can think of

Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than fuckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear

The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer

So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too

hard and it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere

They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair

Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time

Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than fuckin' perfect

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel

Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

You're perfect, you're perfect!

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're

nothing

You're fuckin' perfect to me...

oh im so lovin this song.really meaningful okeh.i dedicate this song to everyone that i know.yes u're fuckin perfect to me.so dont feel like u're nothing alrite?enjoy this song k peeps.

p/s:i always be there for u.always be =)

2011-02-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

aku da malas nak cakap ape dah.pasneh suka hatilah nak buat ape pun.malas dah nak ambek tau.malas dah nak jadi baik tapi kena balas dengan taik.so pasneh memang aku lepas tangan.selama neh aku sabar je.tapi neh yang aku dapat.takpe.hope u will realize it one day.dah lantaklah pe jadi pun pasneh.i dun give a damn anymore.

2011-02-16T03:15:00.000+08:00

wootwoot =) ok hey guys.im back as normal i guess.yeah im sory for my M.I.A eyh?wow gle sebijik like my name.mia.hoho merapu sudah.ok this time no more emo status for the time being.pahampahamlah ye i mmg kuat emo punya budak.sory kepada y saya buat salah.memandangkan sudah masuk bulan dua.dah half dah pun,so i need to start studying all my subject.yes banyak y i dah miss i guess.sory guys y concern about my condition.thanks sebab tegur.ok no hard feeling k?im just fine tq.terime kasih kerana mengambil berat.syg ko sgt 2 k =) well pointer still kena maintain right?insyaAllah.tp seyes sem neh puny subject sgt xmenarik.gile banyak gile reading puny subject.pfftt dah kate ambek marketing kan.bare with it.yeah it is suck.still i need to get segulung ijazah an?haha matilah i if tak dapat capai target i.sedang memikirkan tempat tuk practikal.overseas practikal seem interesting =) nahh berangan lebeh.ok my post sgt bosan.no idea actually.baru pas membasuh baju,mengemas bilik, n menyapu lantai.sumpah i rajin gile mlm neh.haha ok see u in next post ya.

p/s:i love u muhammad shahfid kamal bashah =))

2011-02-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

sorry coz lame tak update.no mood for that.things kindda rough lately.my condition, not good i guess.i just pray that things will be ok.please i need that.coz im feeling blue.and its sucks ok.

baby, i love u ok.dont doubt it.seriously,im missing u like hell.sory.

2011-02-11T20:46:00.002+08:00

well hello there.hope u guys having a great day today.as usual my day sangat boring.yeah i know it sucks right.nevermind.nothing interesting happen.plus now im love-sick.yuppa i missing my baby badly.eventhough baru semalam jumpa tapi rindu gak ok.ok mesti u guys nyampah bace kan.tak abes abes dengan baby dy minah neh.ahaha well get used to it ok?my blog my feeling my suka hatilah nak wrote ape.rasa cam nak bawak kete je pegi kolej.whylah my daddy tak bagi i bawak kete.padahal lagi senang kot.i nak balek umah bile bile pun senang.ahaha nak kua apatah lagi kan.i think thats the main reason my dad tak bagi i bawak kete.takut anak dara dy sorang neh merayap.ouh daddy merayap pun study mia tak lupelah.=Pif only i have trillion money in my bank account,i dah beli kete nissan R35 cash.haha berangan lebeh i neh.fyi,i memang gilakan kete nissan R35.my old post ada i letak pic kete tuh.not to mention buying one big mansion at shah alam.haha tak payah dah duduk kolej.wow gile besar bukan angan angan i.biakan i memang kuat berangan.abaikan je.motif i merapu semua neh?no motif.i bosan tahap cipan sekarang.i want to shop! but kedudukan kewangan sekarang tak mengizinkan.haih nak kejelah!! at least every month duet masuk kire ok sangat lah.dala dari i merapu baek i layan how i met your mother season 6.muvi tyme.later peeps.

p/s:baby i miss u like crazy.get enough rest k dear.love ya.

2011-02-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

alya khayra

comel tak anak buah kesayangan i neh? heee i love her sgt.

cute lil fella.sgt noty sekarang.

plus becok lak tuh.im starting to wonder if she becoming like her cikya!LOL =P

2011-02-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

ollo.hey supposely i have to write bout my love musyuk masyam fren that is janjan but nnt lah k dear? heheehe nk karang ayat tok ko makan mase sket.wait yaa.currently im missing my baby.i dunno whether he'll open my blog but still i wanna say i miss u and i love u sgt.nak jumpe!! ='(thanks for everything k dear.i mean it.ok purpose nak post kali neh pasal statement "relationships are destroyed by social networking site" yes.pasal statement neh.i think this statement is soo true.dont u guys think so?well tengoklah kt news sume ckp pasal perkahwinan yang musnah punah disebabkan social networking.scary kn? but sume bergantung kat individu tu sendiri.well if sorang tak melayan takkan jadi pape kn?btol x?so bile dah kantoi bulat bulat masih lagi taknak mengaku as then timbul lies and blahblahblah.yes.i think ramai yang mengalaminye.i think our partner is not stupid enough to differentiate between friends and so called friends right? macam macam boleh jadi.so berpadalah menggunakan social network.use it wisely.its not wrong to find new/old friends o wutsoeva but still there is limitation to everything.kenalah pandai jage limit tuh.buat pasangan yang sudah berkahwin,bertunang,berkapel kenalah jage hati pasangan masing masing.kadang kadang ape yang kite buat tuh mengguris hati pasangan tapi mungkin bagi kite tuh perkara kecik.i dont have facebook.yup sgt lame of me an?but i dont think that fb is a compulsory for me.mmglah membe sume rmai ada fb suro i buat fb but for now,bialah i tak b'fb.heeee hack my baby punye pun da ok an by? =Pstill membe can still contact me what.pandaipandailah ye.

p/s:nak makan kt pojok ='(

2011-02-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

Pull up your pants, just like him

Take out the trash, just like him

Getting your cash like him, fast like him

Girl you wanna act like he did

I'm talking 'bout, security codes on everything

On vibrate so your phone don't ever ring

A foreign account

And another one he don't know about

Wish we could switch up the roles and I could be that

Tell you I love you but when you call, I never get back

Would you ask them questions like me, like 'Where you be at?'

'Cuz I'm out, four in the morning on the corner rolling doing my own thing

What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry

Would the rules change up or would they still apply

If I played you like a toy?

Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can't be getting mad, but you mad, can't handle that?

Girl go ahead and be just like him

Go run the streets just like him

Go home missin' sleep like 'em, creep like 'em

Front wit' you friends, act hard when you with them like him

Keep a straight face when you tell a lie

Always keep an air tight alibi

Keep it hid in the dark

What he don't know won't break his heart

Wish we could switch up the roles and I could be that

Tell you I love you but when you call, I never get back

Would you ask them questions like me, like 'Where you be at?'

'Cuz I'm out, four in the morning on the corner rolling doing my own thing

What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry

Would the rules change up or would they still apply

If I played you like a toy?

Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can't be getting mad, but you mad, can't handle that?

If I was always gone, hit the sun getting home

Told you I was with my crew when I knew it wasn't true

If I act like you, walked a mile off in your shoes

Messing with your head again, dose of your own medicine

What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry

Would the rules change up or would they still apply

If I played you like a toy?

Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can't be getting mad, but you mad, can't handle that?

R A go

Here's the clutch

If I paged you, would you like that?

Had friends, would you like that?

With a car, would you like that?

Hell nah, you wouldn't like that, no

What if I made you cry, would they still apply?

What if I, if I played you like a toy?

Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can't handle that?

yes currently im listening to this song.layan perasan kot malam neh.enuff say.

2011-02-08T17:38:00.000+08:00

ello peeps.today im kindda panas hati coz kelas yang i nak pegi semua cancel.yeah i noe it sucks right.penat2 i iron baju tudung redah kepanasan yang melampau kat s alam neh semata nak blaja skali tgk.hampeh gile.hahaah padahal kelas pagi td i xpegi coz terlampau mengantok.xleh bukak mate kot.but i heard kt lab dah pasang pc baru.yeeehooo barulah semangat nak pegi kelas IM.hehehehe ok actually i sgt bosan duduk dalam bilik neh.cam terperap je rase.nak tido pun cm xbole coz ntah xd mood nak tido.tp rumate i neh sedap je tido.sabo jela.k lah nnt lah post lagi.cam lack of idea je.yeah i noe so noob of me.hahah later.

p/s:jan dear stay strong k? remember wut i've told ya.xoxo
ouh yeah n for sure im missin my baby.hes so busy today ='(

2011-02-08T04:01:00.000+08:00

wootwoot ello peeps.its already 3.28 am when im typing this post.yeah i know its late already.but i cant sleep.just finish studying managerial economics.yeah i tertinggal banyak gile so need to catchup a bit.the truth is im kindda blur with this subject yeah coz ala ala addmath gitu.haha dah lupe kot.cam nk refresh balek memory tuh takes time i guess.but slowly i will get it.yeah this i promise u.cewah cam lagu nsync kot.haha abaikan.ok my class start at 8.30 am.so i have no idea whether i can get up o not.pray to god i hope i can get up.ok i bukan nak merapu pasal study i kat korang.hha sumpah boring kalau ckp pasal study.yeah move on lah to next topic.ok last week i went to pd with my syg and nad and her so called friend at the moment =P.hoho bertolak dari s alam around 11 something.ok not 11 am ok.its 11 pm.almost midnight guys.hahah gile tak kami? cam i and my baby cam dunno where else to go.there's nothing in s alam during midnight.trust me boring gile.so pd jadi pilihan.ok korang jangan pikir dirtydirty stuff ok.kami bersih tak tidur hotel o mana mana rumah tumpangan.haha just to inform u guys.korang bukan boleh percaye pun otak nnt pk bukan2.actually me and my baby gerak dulu coz nad g tgk muvi sume.so we arrived dalam pukul 1 lebeh kot kt teluk kemang.guess what agak happening kot kt sne malam2.as if people never sleep at all.ramai kot orang kat pantai sume.yeah akhirnya i dapat g pantai tengah malam.thanks baby i love u so much ok =) then cam lepak2 sume after that duduk dalam kete je.tido well tidotido ayamlah.penat kot.padahal awk yang penat kn syg?heee ok enouf xnak geligeli sangat nnt korg sume muntah2 bace.if u guys pegi weekend kan cam ramai yang berkhemah kat tepi2 pantai tuh.yeah cam seronok pulak.yang kami neh tak bawak pape pun.just bawak baju mandi je.heee tak berbaloi bukan pegi pd tak mandi langsung.so kul 3 lebeh cam2 nad baru gerak ke pd arrived dalam kul 5 lebeh.tyme tuh mmg mengantok gile.so tido je dalam kete sampai kul 7 lebeh.bangun2 trus excited gile tuka baju sume nak terjun laut.haha ramai gle kot tyme tuh orang.puas gle kot mandi laut.hahaah sampai i kena tanamlah dengan mereka2 neh.xpe2 next tyme mia balas balek k awak.weeeekk!ok dah kate mandi laut kan.sunburn lah gamaknye.yes gelap lagi kulit!damn!!xpe mantain lagi kecomelan yang tersedia ada.hahah muntahmuntah!!ouh shutup mia.kami sampai s alam balek pukul 2 ptg camtuh.ok balek trus blackout.haha tuh pun sempat tertido depan umah syg i eyh.dua2 tertido dalam kete kot.hahhah yes menunjukkan betape penatnye kami.well of coz awk lg penat kn baby sbb awk y drive pg balek.hee next tym mia drive okeh.looking forward to next crazy idea with u by.i had a great tyme and sgt enjoy with u ok.for those two lovebird.nad and her partner yeah they had a great tyme of coz.haha ok thats all it.owh and for iman sorry mase iman col tuh mia tido.penat sangat kot.xlarat nak answer any calls.sorry ya =)
ok lah penat sudah type mate pun da berat.see ya in next post.nyte2 opss morning2 peeps.haha xD

p/s: baby i love u so much.thanks for tonight.=))

2011-02-07T20:28:00.002+08:00

respond kepada blog malamutatie eyh.geram neh geram.panas ati ngn minah neh!!
amboi ko bkn men ckp cm2 an.ble lak aku mengadap melantak makanan hah??aku xmkn punnnnnn!!!!ko kejam gle.xpe2 aku igt sampai abes sem neh.xpe aku igt.dala tinggalkan aku sorg2 dlm blk.bia aku kebuloq.xpe ati aku igt.cmnehlah ko.xpe ati......xpe.....xnk da kawan ko da.nk senyap je ngn ko.huh.

2011-02-07T20:03:00.001+08:00

attention to whom who reading this blog.i have an announcement to make.i have a roommate whos name is marliyati mohatar who is being really cruel to me.malam neh dy xnk teman i pg makan!! kejam bukan? sampai hati dy bia i kebuloq kat dalam bilik neh.ati ko kejam!! xnk da bwk ko pg jln2 dah.tggl ko sorg2 dlm blk pasnh.huh.aku majuk ngn ko sbb xbg aku makan.bgtau kuak...haaaa aiyok.bia dy tackle ko cam dy tackle org tym game rugby.weeeekkkkk!! xkire aku majuk gak ngn ko.

p/s: lapaaaaaaaaaa laaaaa!!

2011-02-03T16:00:00.000+08:00

enjoys both of this song ya

tonight im lovin' u

im lovin this song and this vid.soo damn hotttt bebeh xD

we'll be alright

this vid pn not bad =P

2011-02-03T15:31:00.001+08:00

heyhey bloggers.ok now officially jan and yana sudah ade blog sendiri.meaning that tinggal i sorang je kt blog neh.sampai ati kan korg.xpe2.aku lg suke.now blog neh aku pny sorg.muahahahaaha...owh lupe lak.selamat tahun baru cina kepada semua yang menyambutny ok.we r 1malaysia an so sume pn dok sambut je aku rase.hahaha suke ati korglah yang penting i nak angpau =D well today sgt sgt bored.duk umah tgk muvie haih cam xde life je rse.hoho like before neh cam ade life je an.ok i dah merapu.shut up mia.okok i seyes.actually i nak post pasal trust.i dunno how u guys define trust.well basically trust is a mutual bonding between u and that other person that involved.pe bendalah aku merepek neh dah.ok trust is something that u make u convince on that particular person whether about secrets in ur life o how that person behavior that blablabla.hahahha ok pe yang i nak ckp neh.trust is something value-able.cam trust neh susah nak build but can easily puufff in a split second.got it? ok if xgot it i terangkan ye.take example lah, u tell ur bff abt ur secret.i mean ur deepest secret coz u trust ur bff so much and u ought that they shud noe abt it.tuptap tgk2 bff u sendiri pg canang secret u kat org len.how will that makes u feel??ok another example is,u trust ur bf that he wont cheated on u,but the thing is he does.behind ur back or infront of ur face.how that makes u feel?? what i mean to say is, its damn hurt suck and f when people that u trust, well broke ur trust.trust me.its really painful and not cool at all.and to trust that person back again, i mean it will take a while,depends on individuals lah.ada y mmg tak kan percaya an.for me, mmg sucks when people that i trust betrayed my trust,yes mmg sucks and not cool at all.but i'll give second chances.if betol2 dy tunjuk that dy deserved my trust.i bukan org y pendendam.trust me i bukan cm2.i believe in giving people chances.well depends lah.but the thing is, people please when a person trust u,dont go break their trust.its not cool.and f word is the best way to describe person that betrayed trust.ok i trust my friends that are close to me.and i trus u baby.i do ok.really i do.=)i love u my muchii buchii.hahah gedik jap.what is muchii buchii after all?? hhha damn i have no idea.cam sedap je bunyi tuh.hahaha gosh back to the topic.the thing is, be nice to people ok guys? no hard feeling anyone.im just fuckin bored thats why i merepek camneh.haha see u guys in the next post.xoxo

"Trust is a funny thing. It can take years to learn how to do it but only one second to lose your ability to"

p/s: i love u muhammad shahfid kamal bashah ♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-02-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

ollo peeps.lame sudah cam tak post yang decent2 je.before this sume post emotik gle an? haha sory guys.krisis emosi melanda but now im fine thank u.yah i miss my bloggy!! cam takde idea nak post ape this hols.ok actually i baru pas pulang dari mandi manda di kemensah dgn syg i.hoho syok gile dpt maen air.heeeee ok saya sgt suke gile teramat maen air.sumpah xnk kua td tp terpakse coz kena pulang awal.sobsobsob susa betol duk umah.nak kua pn susa neh pulak nk balek umah lewat.nevermind y penting i seronok maen air dengan syg i.heee thanks baby coz bwk syg eyh.len kli kte pegi lg wokeh? xD hols neh i tak buat pape pn.assgment pun baru je belek2.hehehe jan bucuk nk buat bel roger aku okeh?owwhh and i dah ad new hair cut!! woootwooot my hair kini sudah short.yes short aka pendek.and i kindda like it.heeeee the best part is ari y i cut my hair tuh my dad ckp cam nasha aziz lah.ok motif? hahahha perasan jap mlm tuh.mlm tuh jeh k? hahhahaha dah korg mesti nyampah i perasan sorg2 an? lalalala~ouh n thanks kepada mereka y follow i kat blog.if ada mase i kumen2 blog u guys ok? ceh bajet hot je nk kumen2.haha lantak.ok see ya in next post =)

p/s:nak rompak bank.no kidding.

2011-01-31T22:07:00.000+08:00

baby i love u so much.thank u for being there and for loving me.

this song is for u bby ♥♥♥

thank u for lovin me baby =)

(kelikelik)

p/s: jan bebeh i love u tau? sory tak reply msg ko.xmo tacing2 eyh?

♥♥

2011-01-31T01:13:00.000+08:00

i love my baby.yes i love u so much baby.i really do.

2011-01-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

aku mati lagi bagus dari hidup sakitkan hati orang.

mintak maaf kat semua org yang aku penah sakitkan hati.

especially kt awk.mia betol2 mintak maaf.

2011-01-29T20:14:00.000+08:00

i cried because i love u.if thats wrong then im sorry.im trying to be the best for u.but i guess thats not enough.i am such a burden.im sory.now, i just want to let u know that im really sory and that i really love u.if what im asking is such a burden then again im sorry.i guess im not worth it at all.no, thank you for making me realize that.i know my place.im fine dont u worry about me.i still can smile with tears covering up my eyes.i'll be here dont u worry.

2011-01-28T23:40:00.004+08:00

Kesetiaan menghalangi
Kupindah ke lain hati
Dan tak ingin ku melukai

Mendambakan cinta ini
Hanya kekalnya denganmu
Tapi kudrat tak di tanganku

Padamu kualunkan rinduku
Sayang jadi sendu
Tinggalkan lara putus cintaku

Di akhir kali pertemuan pilu
Tahu kau meninggalkanku
Kau palitkan kesal menunggumu

Kesalahan kau pautkan di jiwaku
Kau nampakkan keangkuhanmu
Kurelai cinta tak suci ini pergi

Kuhayunkan langkah kaki
Meraih cinta yang suci
Moga ada insan yang luhur... sehati

Segaris nada rindu
Hilang jadi sendu
Tinggalkan lara putus cintaku

Di akhir kali pertemuan pilu
Tahu kau meninggalkanku
Kau palitkan kesal menunggumu

Kesalahan kau pautkan di jiwaku
Kau nampakkan keangkuhanmu
Diri ini tak kau hargai

Kesalahan kau pautkan di jiwaku
Kau nampakkan keangkuhanmu
Kuredhai cinta tak suci ini pergi... jauh
Cinta lalalalala... kudambakan...
Yang terbaik

currently listening to this song.i karok lagu neh last night.=)

2011-01-28T23:23:00.001+08:00

saya mengalami ganguan perasaan pada hari ini.kepada mereka yang saya termarah o tertarik muka maaflah.im really not in the mood today.kepala i sangat berat and terasa nak telan 6 biji panadol terus.tonight i nangis puas puas.lagipun duduk sorang sorang dalam bilik.puas hatilah menangis.mata gila dah macam panda.sok i balek mau kena jawab ngn parents i.lantaklah y penting i nk kuakan semua yang terbuku dalam hati.i just cant bare it anymore.i dah fobia nak tido dah.tolonglah i tak nak mimpi malam neh.cukuplah i mimpi.i dah penat mimpi.bagilah i tido dengan aman malam neh.emosi sangat tak stabil.im very vulnerable right now.seyes tolong jgn provoke i hari neh.i need my baby.yes i need u by my side.='(

2011-01-28T20:07:00.002+08:00

'what kind a guy would i be if i walk out when she needs me the most..'

i love this statement

p/s:i need u the most now.where r u?

2011-01-28T14:24:00.005+08:00

im not myself today.i dunno why bangun2 i dah bingung.dengan mimpi yang terasa seperti real i just cant understand a thing.terasa kepale otak seperti kosong and hati terasa seperti numb.haih gle masalah hiduplah i neh.n i just eat half of half rice y ati bli tuk i.gle xd selera mkn lah.perot masuk angin dan tak selesa.neh pn terasa macam nk muntahkan balek makanan yang ada dlm perot neh.i tak pregnant ok?juz perot masuk angin.and mood terasa seperti dirmpas dengan kejam.haha poyos sudah.actually im startin to hate people.yes im startin to hate u.dun want to mentioned her name.i hate her.enouf say.

p/s: dunno if i wanna go home today.not in the mood to go back.

2011-01-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

woot woot! perasan tak y i dah tuka lagu kt blog i.ok if tak perasan xpe.xkisa pn.heh.actually i tak tau nak buat ape dlm bilik neh.dah penat gado ngn rumate terbenci.hahaha ati no offense! ok dah nk dekat cuti mid sem pun dah neh but satu haram jadah pun i tak tahu i blaja ape sem neh.masuk masuk kelas blur.lect aja masuk telinga kanan kuar telinga kiri.as if better i tak payah dtg kelas pun xpe if all they do just reading slide.heh sgtt bosan kelas sem neh.just semangat seket blaja managerial economics coz lect dy garang and budak dlm kelas sgt seket.i mean really seket n sampai i duduk first row.ceh bajet fokus abeslah kan duk depan sekali.hahah padahal mengantok gak dy aja eyh.kelas len? hell bored.tlg bagi i semangat mau belaja sem neh.i need to get 3.9 ceh cita2 tinggi gile deh.hahah if not i melepas sumtin big!! haha baby only u know what i mean.baby i love u lah.even u have to hear it everyday still i wanna say it.heheh ok i kena buat assgment bel.karl marx.aiyaaa i tak paham cmne mau buat oh.help me.

p/s: geram sama awklah baby!

2011-01-24T18:33:00.001+08:00

Be honest no matter what.

01. Who was your last text from? -nad-

02. Where was your default picture taken? -dalam kelas-

03. Your relationship status? -taken by muhammad shahfid-

04. Have you ever lost a close friend? -yes ):-

05. What is your current mood? -sleep sleep-

06. How many siblings do you have? 4 only

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names? Azilla, syahira,faris naim

08. Where do you wish you were right now? - an island-

09. Have a crazy side? -u dun wanna noe-

10. Ever had a near death experience? -penah sangat-

11. Something you do a lot? -texting-

12. Angry at anyone? -Not for the time being-

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like? -i xstop pun.im loving him now-

14. When was the last time you cried? -tiga ari lepas-

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for? -my love ones-

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep? -him (=-

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? -my baby-

18. What is your favorite song? -currently hey baby pitbull feat tpain-

19. What are you doing right now? -jawab benda nilah-

20. Who do you trust right now? -GOD-

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? -esprit-

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week? -last nite ouh.i wanna kiss u today!=P-

23. Who are your friends that live closest to you? -ati paling close-

24. Describe your life in one word? -interesting-

25. Who are you thinking of right now? -him him him!!-

26. What should you be doing right now? -abeskan muvi aku masih dara ngee~-

27. What are you listening to? -i need a girl-

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug? -my love-

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you? -nad!! hhah-

30. Do you act differently around the person you like? -cam tak je-

31. What is your natural hair color? -black-

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh? -my classmate-

33. Who was the last person to make you sad? -ati! kejam ko ati-

34. What do you hear? -orang lalu lalang lua bilik.memekak je-

35. Is your hair curly or straight? -ikal mayang.haha pasan je lebeh-

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before? -ada ke? cepat ngaku-

37. Do you have a best friend? -more than 1-

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days? -heh-

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer? -kalau rajen-

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? -haha heeeeeee-

41. Are you happy with life right now? -yes-

42. Are you currently jealous? -kindda-

43. What jewelery are you currently wearing? -nothing-

44. What were you doing on friday night? -pegi mandi kolam air panas-

45. Have you ever had your heart broken? -who doesnt?-

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart? -penah-

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? -maybe-

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? -saket mate.tak sampai 5 min masuk bilik doc terus kua-
.
49. How late did you stay up last night and why? -kul 3 am.cannot sleep-

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? - -yup-

2011-01-23T01:02:00.000+08:00

jan ati sae!! aku dah jumpa lagu yang aku dok cari cari.hahaa

silaplah bukan saling tp mungkin.gile jauh eyh.hahah sumpah lawak.

kau cinta pertamaku

kau cinta terakhirku

tiada apa yang bisa ku nafikan kasih kita

kau air dimataku

satu antara seribu

tiada antara di dunia

mungkinkan terputus di tengah jalan

mungkinkan terlerai tanpa ikatan

usah ragu dengan takdir

kau air dimataku

satu antara seribu

tiada antara di dunia

mungkinkan terputus di tengah jalan

mungkinkan terlerai tanpa ikatan

usah ragu dengan takdir

mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan

berakhirnya cerita percintaan

segalanya ketentuan tuhan

mungkinkan terputus di tengah jalan

mungkinkan terlerai tanpa ikatan

usah ragu dengan takdir

mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan

berakhirnya cerita percintaan

segalanya...2x

mungkinkan terputus di tengah jalan

mungkinkan terlerai tanpa ikatan

usah ragu dengan takdir

mungkin kitakan berbeza haluan

berakhirnya cerita percintaan

segalanya ketentuan tuhan

segalanya ketentuan tuhan....

ok i minat ngan lagu neh.first dengar mase dalam kete nad.punyalah tercari cari lagu neh.i igt saling je.padahal xd pun ayat saling dalam lagu neh.hahah ntah mana datang ayat saling tuh pun i tak tau lah.tym denga lagu tuh i tengah mamai.hahah gile nak bagi alasan lagi eyh.enjoy.

tajuk lagu cinta terakhir by aiman.

2011-01-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

camne perasaan kalian apabila dapat tahu yang kalian bukanlah keutamaan dalam hidup seseorang? frust bukan lagi lagi bila kalian meletakkan seseorang itu sebagai keutamaan dalam hidup kalian.

p/s:emosi tak menentu.kejap ok kejap ntah pape.

2011-01-22T22:04:00.000+08:00

ollo ollo.ok perasan tak post post lepas i mostly pasal perasaan hati yang sedih and mara.haha maaf atas kesulitan dan kegelian anda anda membaca post i tuh.cam ada je orang baca.ada i tau ada sorang yang setia membaca and mengomen blog saya.hahaa ati nanti aku rajen rajenkan diri aku komen blog ko pula.maaflah i memang malas nak komen.bukan i xjenguk blog blog kalian,jenguk baca tapi komen tuh agak malas sebab banyak step oh.haha alasan semata.maaf ye.sedang cuba merajinkan diri untuk membalas and mengomen sekalian.recently i sangat kebuntuan untuk mengupdatekan blog akibat kekangan yang tidak dapat saya elakkan.banyak benda yang jadi sampai i xsempat nak habaq kat dalam blog neh.post yang i cakap nak cite pasal pd tuh pun tak tertunai lagi hajatnya.cite basi pun sudah.tapi i nak cite pasal last nite punya event.ceciter ceciter*haha last night setelah pulih dari masalah yang melanda diri.syg i ajak g mandi kolam air panas di selayang tuh.tym tuh da pkul 1145 malam ye.syg i pun roger2 lah bart oney and zaid.ok i sorg tunggal pompuan,best sebab cam puteri layananny.haha padahal.mereke sume on je.so singgah kat umah sewa syg i ambik baju2 sume.ye i neh yang tak bole masuk kole tuk ambik baju i(akibat tak balek kolej pada waktu yang sepatutny) pun pinjamlah baju buah ati i neh.heee cari can nak kebas baju dia =P then kami pun off ke selayang! huu dalam ati berkobar kobar sebab nak men air.ok i teruja dengan air ok.tapi opah janjan bebel sebab i nak mandi kolam air panas pagi pagi buta.jelezlah tuh.hhahaa sampai2 nak dekat pukul 1 cmtuh.ramai kot orang! suma stok tak tau nak tido malam.haha.cakap orang je lebeh i neh.pastuh pe lagi.berlari larilah i pegi jenguk kolam2 yang ada.ok tipu je.xdelah sampai lari lari.gile batak cam tak penah jumpa air pulak an.pegi kolam first tuh.mak ai panas gile air.nak celup ibu jari kaki pun tak lepas!! tapi pakcik sebelah i siap jirus 1 baldi air panas tuh kt badan dy! i was like omg! gege.spontan i tanya pakcik tuh.pakcik tak panas ke???? pakcik tuh pun cakap.lame lame sejuklah.i was like bia betol pakcik neh.i tengok badan pakcik tuh da merah merah cam udang bakar adelah.hahah then g next kolam.just nice je air dy.so pe lagi.berendam cam badak airlah.syok2.i dah dapat air tak dapat nak tolong dala.xnak kua langsung da.haha i sempat terapung cam belon sebab sua trek syg i yang i pkai tuh gelembung gelembung lak.hahah next g lak next punya next kolam.panas.so boleh celup celup tangan and kaki je.tuh pun dah xtahan.tp seronok kenakan syg i tuh.haha baby jgn mara eyh!! mandi mandi smpai kul 3 lebeh.puas.tapi tak berapa nak puas!sebab nak maen air lg.abes tuh lepak bara makan.kelaparan teramat!lepak2 pastuh pulang ke kolej pukul 6.bantai tido smapai tengah hari.thanks syg i had a great tym with u =)) lovelove.

p/s:jeles.haih.

2011-01-22T21:12:00.001+08:00

Jika seorang wanita itu menangis di hadapanmu,
Itu bererti dia tak dapat menahannya lagi.
Jika kamu memegang tangannya saat dia menangis,
Dia akan tinggal bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu.
Jika kamu membiarkannya pergi,
Dia tidak akan pernah kembali lagi menjadi dirinya yang dulu.
Selamanya.
Seorang wanita tidak akan menangis dengan mudah,
Kecuali di depan orang yang amat dia sayangi.
Dia menjadi lemah.
Seorang wanita tidak akan menangis dengan mudah,
Hanya jika dia sangat menyayangimu,
Tiada lagi rasa egonya,

Lelaki,
jika seorang wanita pernah menangis kerana dirimu,
Tolong pegang tangannya dengan pengertian.
Dia adalah orang yang akan tetap bersamamu sepanjang hidupmu.
Lelaki,
jika seorang wanita menangis keranamu.
Tolong jangan mempersiakannya.
Mungkin kerana keputusanmu, kau merosakkan kehidupannya.
Saat dia menangis di depanmu,
Saat dia menangis keranamu,
Lihatlah matanya.
Dapatkah kau lihat dan rasakan sakit yang dirasakannya?
Fikirkan.

Wanita mana lagi yang akan menangis
dengan murni, penuh rasa sayang,
Di depanmu dan kerana dirimu.
Dia menangis bukan karena dia lemah
Dia menangis bukan kerana dia menginginkan
simpati atau rasa kasihan.
Dia menangis,
Kerana menangis dengan diam-diam
sudah tidak mampu bagi dirinya,

Lelaki,
Fikirkanlah tentang hal itu.
Jika seorang wanita menangisi hatinya untukmu,
Dan semuanya kerana dirimu.
Inilah waktunya untuk melihat apa yang telah kau lakukan untuknya.
Hanya kau yang tahu jawapannya.
Pertimbangkanlah, kerana suatu hari nanti
Mungkin akan terlambat untuk menyesal,
Mungkin akan terlambat untuk mohon MAAF.

She can't love you like I can. All her love just can't compare to what we had. She can't touch you like I do. Cause when she's touching you, I bet you're pretending it's me and you. And there's no way her love was as good as mine. And there's no reason for you to waste your time.

p/s:i love this quote.

2011-01-21T15:20:00.000+08:00

its not freedom that i want, its u that i want the most.why cant u see that? freedom mean nothing if all i do is hurting u.im not happy with the freedom that u gave me.i dont want that.i say it again n again i dont want that.im such a fool for not appreciate things that i once had,now im suffering for what i've lost.im sorry for all the thing that i've done.for all my action that hurt u.i regret it and im sorry.i cried so hard and hoping that u'll forgive me.all i want is the old u.i hate myself for being so stupid and blind.and for making u feel like a fool.what can i do to get u back? im the one who should apologize not u.im sorry for letting u down.mia xde niat langsung nak ketepikan awak dalam segala hal.i know i make mistake.im really sorry.stop saying that u're a trouble for me.mia xpenah anggap awak susahkan mia.for god sake.please dont do this to me.mia betol betol xnk awk cmnh.i just cant.i want the old u.i love u so much.i really do.but all i do just hurting u.

p/s:im not myself.im a bad person.

2011-01-19T19:13:00.001+08:00

stay away from me and from people that i love.

dont try messing up with me.trust me.u'll regret it.

and i dont care who the hell u are.back off.

u're playing with fire bitch.n im definitely will burn u to ashes.

2011-01-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

i love my baby.always have always will =))

p/s:next post,abt pd.wait ya.

2011-01-13T17:31:00.000+08:00

im not feeling well. temperature badan tidak menentu.pening kepala ya amat. =((

2011-01-11T18:59:00.000+08:00

ACADEMIC SESSIONS 2011-2012

UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI MARA

On the directive of the Ministry of Higher Education to all Malaysian Public Institutions of Higher Learning through the letter dated 15 October 2010 [JPT.S(BPKP)200/400/016/03 Jld.3(27)], Universiti Teknologi MARA will start the 2011-2012 Academic Sessions as follows:

Academic Program First Day of Lecture

Entry from SPM/ Equivalent

(Pre-Diploma, Diploma and Asasi)

30 May 2011

Entry from STPM/ Equivalent (First Degree)

Post-Graduate (Master and Doctorate)

12 September 2011

The details of the relevant dates will be announced as soon as the UiTM Academic Calendar 2011-2012 is approved by the UiTM Senate.

bengong la.gile lame break sem.bajet uk lah malaysia neh.gile susahkan aku jela.dah practical lambat satu hal.nak grad pun lambat kot!! da elok2 before this puny break.sebok nk tuka2.memang la best sbb bole keje lame2 tym cuti tp bosan gile siot.sah2 berat badan nek mendadak dadak lg!! duk umah lg la bosan.sebulan lebeh cuti pn dah mati kebosanan kat umah.neh 4 bulan cuti.mati kebuntuan aku kat umah.ceh.dala, saket hati =.=

2011-01-11T15:22:00.000+08:00

woot woot! tolonglah i yang sangat sangat bosan neh.nak tunggu next class kul 4 nnt.aishhhh nak tido pun xboleh coz atin neh sebok beradu kt katil i pulak.gila i kena mengalahlah.jahat ko atin!! hahah padahal i yang gatal xmo tido eyh coz if i tido mesti i malas gila mau pegi kls.nnt mcm2 lah alasan bg.pening lah ngantoklah apelah.tau2 jela i neh malas jugak nak g kelas.kelas internet pagi td pn i tak tau i blaja ape eyh.y i tau dy suro bwt report abt pizza n dominos.uish bukak web dyorg trus terliur eyh i.dala i mmg tengah lapo gilo mse tuh.ok i mmg kebuloq je setiap mase.mana bdn tak mcm kena pam pam je.hahah siot sume tego ckp i dah gemok.senyap dikau2 sekalian!! nnt aku kurus cam nasha aziz terbeliak mata korg hah.hahhaah tunggu lah nnt petang2 i jog kat bukit tonggek tuh bia tonggek terus bontot i nnt.lentik u.awwwww~hahaha ngarut lebeh.now i dok kt kenanga wihtout my goldie oh.sgt sedeh.damn i cant go anyway anytime i want!! susah kot.ayah, mia nak bwk kete pg kls!! mau mkn lua pn susah la.cubalah paham anak ayah neh dalam kesengsaraan yang teramat! gile limited pergerakan.aiyaaaa i miss my goldie ya amat! mintak mintak terbukak jugak pintu hati ayah aku neh.xsggup rasenye berjauhan dengan goldie i tuh.cam lagu separuh jiwaku pergi tuh.terasa kehilangan.over gile aku neh.lalala~ td sempat gak lunch ngn syg i kat sek 2.nak gak tuh.lgpun dy cm ad prob sket.hope sume settle k baby? i pegi sek 2 dgn bas tau.jgn men2.igt i xreti nek bas ke?hahha wow pasneh public transport jela i pg mana2.just imagine.i bukan spoil brat okeh.bole hidup juga tanpe kete disisi.cewaaah! haha thanks to nad sbb anta i pulang ke kolej pas lunch tuh.ok nad ngn anis pn ada sekali td.nad bwk kete saga purple dy tuh.hee smlm pun lepak ngn nad ngn membe dy kt sunway.tgk cite janin.lorh cite tuh gle slowmo lah.tp sempat gak terjerit kecil*nk gak tuh.hahah bodo2 je.melantak ayam penyet! ayam penyet same je cm pojok!!syes.haha but versi mahal.better off mkn pojok lg syok.sambal lg kaw lah.haha dah2 merapu later.mahu bersiap ke kelas invest.yes invest.ambk marketing but learn invest.cm xd kena mengena an? saje gatal nk ambik invest.bajet nk lari dari marketinglah konun2.lala i mmg gedik seket.nasib korglah.haha

p/s: mahu makan di yellow cab!! baby jom =P

2011-01-10T01:01:00.000+08:00

hati aku tak tenang.something just seem not right.entah aku pn xtaulah nape.one thing for sure,i hate this feeling.

p/s:sok pulang ke kolej.barang 1 haram pn tak pack lagi.

2011-01-08T17:26:00.000+08:00

cun an cun an? hahaha i minat gila ngn handphone neh! nokia c7.i dah aim dah nk bli fon neh.trus batalkan niat nk bli E72.i suka kot handphone neh.cun meh.well for me lah.i tak mampu nak beli BB ke iphone ke.almaklumlah i bukan anak orang berada.haih sedeh je bunyi.hhahaa but still i syukur dengan ape yang i ada.td i usha handphone neh kt mid.touch sane touch sini.jakun kejap.beselah bile terexcited lebeh cmnilah jadinya.hahah siap ambik bawak balek belon nokia lg.nak bawak balek c7 den tak cukop duet oh!! owh harga handphone neh rm1360.bolehlah tahan harganye.huhu then tengok pulak kasut kt roxy.adoi jatuh hati pulak dah.cun gila gak!! seyes cun.rm149.90.ikut hati nak beli tp terpakse batalkan niat.sob3..melepas!

p/s:baby syg suka oh nokia c7 =))

2011-01-07T23:14:00.001+08:00

.may i have ur attention please.

i dah buat formspring.so sape sape y musykhil atau gatal tangan nk tanya pape.sila sila saya tak makan orang cuma geget saja.hahahhaa ada je kat right side korang.jangan segan jangan malu.bak kate org tua tua.malu bertanya sesat jalan.lalalala~

p/s:formspring hanya sekadar mengisi masa bosan.sekian.

2011-01-07T10:58:00.000+08:00

i thought about u all day today and i just wanted to let u know

i miss u and i cant wait to be in ur arms again.

baby i miss u soo =(

2011-01-05T14:28:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me happy birthday to me happy birthday yo miaaaaaaaa..happy birthday to me.ok memandangkan takde sape y nyanyikan lagu birthday kat i dihari jadi i,so bialah i nyanyi sendiri.hahahah gile sedeh je bunyi.just joking lorh.thanks kepada suma member i y wish i birthday,yang nyanyi kt i secara live o secara text.thanks a lot =) tapi i nak hadiah gak dari korang suma.tak kira!cakaplah i neh tak tahu malu ke muka tembok ke i tetap nak hadiah.lalalala~paling penting thanks to my baby yang sambut birthday bersama dengan i last night.thanks dear.i love u ok.officially i am 21 years old today.sudah dewasa rupanya anak nasarudin neh yeh.boleh kawen dah neh.hahaha gatal jap.umur je 21 tapi perangai tak ubah macam budak umur 12 tahun =P k lah update about other stuff later.tired sangat sangat coz tak dapat cukup tido.suma salah ati tido lasak sangat sampai i kena tendang dengan dy.kejam sungguh ko ati.last last i tido atas sofa je.huh.oh i tido umah janjan last night.ngee~

p/s: mahu pulang umah celebrate birthday dengan family.=))

2011-01-03T01:00:00.000+08:00

"mama,mana baldi mia?"

"baldi wane ape?"

"wane biru tuh haaaa"

"ntah,mama pn tak tahu.ambik jela baldi kat dapur tuh"

"errrmmm ok"(tak ambik pn)

"mama,mana hanger mia y banyak2 dulu tuh?"

"adalah kat stor blkg tuh"

(cari cari 1 hanger pn tak jumpa)

"mana ada pn.mama letak mana nh"

"ntah, xtaulah"

haih kena beli barulah neh(dalam hati)

"mamaaaaaaaaaaa!!!"

"pe lg??"

"mana bakul mandi mia dulu tuh????"

"carilah dalam stor.ada kat situ"

"mana ada."

tym2 nehlah suma benda xde(monolog dalaman)

tym nak packing nehlah suma barang takde.cari tuh takde cari neh takde.paneh betol i malam neh.baju pn tak masuk beg lagi.haha taktau nk bwk baju ape eyh.nehlah akibat tak duk kolej sem lepas.alamatny kena beli barulah.mama nk duet nk beli brg.pt dah habes!hahaha ank mama neh kuat shopping.suma benda nk beli.=P

p/s:xd mood nak packing.malas nk bwk barang g kolej.=(

2011-01-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

tomorrow sudah start sem dah.hoho excited nak mulakan sem baru neh.mana taknye dah kolej pun sejengkal je dengan fac.syook maaa! hahaha sah sah bangun lambat.yes i dapat kolej kenanga! wow gila x? scary kot kenanga tuh.dengan monyet sebagai peneman.bangunan yang clasical lagi bersejarah.sapa mau duduk kolej kenanga silakan.dialu alukan ye kawan kawan.haha.dapat pulak roomate dengan marliyati.hah.ambik ko! memang abeslah.tunggang terbaleklah bilik tuh nanti.haha sok dah mula nak angkut barang barang.haih malas sungguh mahu packing.tapi tengah consider mahu mintak teratai.baru mahu mohon esok.cik nad pressure oohhh! haha sok aku g teratai ye nad.sabo sabo.hahaa.but part y tak bestnye.dapat kolej tapi kereta tak boleh bawak!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! gila! daddy please,bolelah bawak kete.jauh oo nak bli makanan.sianlah kt anak awk y sorg neh.kebulur nnt.huhu.

p/s:kuakan rm500 tadi.abes shopping sakan di ou.sale sana sale sini.haha baby camne neh?? tolong kawal expenses saya plissssss!

2011-01-01T23:46:00.001+08:00

cun sumpah cun!!

jatuh chenta sudah.

omg omg!! i dah jatuh chenta sama ini kereta!! i want this car plisssssssss!!sumpah tertarik menarik kau memang the bomb!! baby plisss nak kete neh.xpe xdapat lamborghini pun kete nissan R35 dah ok sangat dah =)) i dah aim kete neh dah. rm700k-rm800k 0.o wow!! haha ada sape sape y murah hati nak bagi i duet sebanyak tuh x? =P

p/s: i want this car badly.

2011-01-01T18:58:00.001+08:00

thinking about him.thinking about me.thinking about us.

i just want to meet u.do i need a reason for that?

i love u so much.note that.

p/s:i just want to see my love.am i asking too much?

2011-01-01T10:08:00.003+08:00

i lay my love on u.

p/s:i dedicate this song for u by.click it.

2011-01-01T10:06:00.001+08:00

epy new year to all my friends.....

pertma kali ak bkk blog lagu menyth ati..

hehe..gud job for mia...hehe

pandai pn pilih lagu melayu..

hehe..

skng tgh cbuk kmz barg2..

peng melayan ibu..ibu yg mcm nak blik u 2..

heehe..yela harapkan anak dye ni..

adala kang yg tertgl..hehe..

ok mau sambg......

2011-01-01T09:22:00.000+08:00

happy new year guys.well hello 2011.finally u came.meaning that in couple of days i will be turning 21.21 is a good number right.well number yang dimana seorang anak mendapat kebebasan daripada parents dy.well, not happening in my family i guess.selagi i tak kawin i still kena control dgn parents i.huu haru.xpelah i know they love thier daughter neh.my wish for this year cuma saya mahu kebahgiaan yang berkekalan dalam hidup saya.itu saja.i wont asked for more.baby if u read this, i just want u to know that i love u.im saying this everyday.and everytime that i say i love u,i mean it.i know now we have our downs,but that doesnt changed what i feel for u.i dont care if u're not matured and acting childish now,eventually later u will be matured.it just a matter of time dear.so dont go rushing urself and blaming urself for it.i've said this before,now i stressed it even more,i accept u the way u are.baby keep that in mind.im childish too ok.in my own way.maybe tak sama dengan awk.still,im chldish when it come to how i managed my feeling.u know how i easily cried when we argued about something.thats just who i am.u know me better.u know how i feel.so dont doubt anything.stop saying words that condemn urself.i dont like when u say like that.i really dont want to fight anymore.its hurting me.as much as it hurts u.im sorry for overreacted.im sorry for always getting on ur nerves.baby im really sory.i make a mistake and i apologise for it.i love u baby.always.n im badly missing u.just hold on my words.

p/s:semalam tengok bunga api kat kondo.merata rata nampak bunga api even i kat kondo je mase tuh.untung view kat umah sis i tuh facing kl.fireworks at klcc sgt cantek.=)

i think guys should read this.

2010-12-31T18:02:00.001+08:00

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

p/s:copy from someone else's blog.

2010-12-31T12:24:00.000+08:00

dye xcte pasal ak la,,,,

sory sgt...igt sy....

sbb sy xdpt tembus ati awk.....ati awk mgkn laen perbuatn awk laen...

sbb setiap manusia ader ego nyer....

maaf sgt sbb slh sngka....

suka duka

2010-12-31T12:16:00.001+08:00

moneyless

mana nak cekau duet neh?!

oh pt cepatlah masuk.

sabar itu separuh daripada iman

orang cakap pt dah masuk!! hope hope.

damn u pt!!

bile neh? ponat den tunggu.

yeehooo!! pt masuk!

epy gila.sengih sorang2 depan atm =P

PT dah masuk beb!! hahah teruja gila!! zaman kemarau sudah berakhir bebeh.best way to start a new year.2011 here i come! =D

2010-12-30T23:12:00.001+08:00

haha picture explain everything.well not everything but most of it.yes i baru pas berborak dengan my ex classmate kat matrik penang dulu.iman! babe yeah i miss u.thanks for calling me semata mahu bergossip.haha same old iman y suka bergossip.have fun talking with ya.ada masa lagi kte borak okeh.=) she said budak kelas nak bwt reunion at penang! mak ai gila jauh je nk buat reunion.haha pape pn just update to me ya.if can i go if cant i say bye bye jela >3well best wishes to u girl at arau.senang senang mai le s alam neh.boleh jumpa ekin nikki sekali.=) lagipun miss gila korang suma.must update with u guys.ramai lagi yang belum i contact balek.=( korang suma aku rindu kot korang.especially budak budak A1P2,nikki,dayah,atin,lin,exroomate.belom lagi budak budak kt gombak lagi.kat kuantan,sekolah rendah.list panjang tuh.gosh this is what happen after 2 years of disappearing.sory guys.i really am trying to get contact with u guys again.takes time i guess.sory.

p/s:esok pt masuk! yeay.if tak masuk aku bakar suma mesin atm y aku jumpa.hahaha

2010-12-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

jap2.....

aku pernah lempang owg ke ek?????

ak lupa la.....sgt lupa....

ala da nyanyuk ke ak ni...

cpt ngt pelupa nyer....

aaahhhhhhhh!!!!

2010-12-30T21:32:00.000+08:00

ak ader terbaca kat blog dye.. dye tls pasal diri dye..

ader yg menarik tuk ak tau..hehe...cam ni ayt nyer... "N sorng lgi, mmg sy dh push that person out of my life. I don’t think i deserve that kind of person. Still, i never stop feeling guilty about that."

di tujukan pada sapa....

aku kah?????

ntahla....but xpela....redha....

(^,^)

2010-12-30T20:08:00.000+08:00

hello?

is it me u looking for?

coz i wonder where u are

and i wonder what u do

are u somewhere feeling lonely

o is someone loving u

tell me how to win ur heart

for i havent got a clue

but let me start by saying

i love u....

loving this song oh.

p/s:searching u lah bby.

2010-12-29T22:34:00.000+08:00

tahniah malaysia!!

credit to safee and fahmi =)

y len hampeh kot maen rini.lagi lagi kuna.seket seket tergolek.tak paham betol aku.saket jantung tgk game tadi.macam orang gila jerit jerit depan tv.hahaha belom tgk kat mamak.xtaulah pe jadi ek? kahkah.

mesti jiran aku cakap.

"pe kenalah anak nasarudin malam neh jerit jerit"

maafla makcik.saya emo tgk bola mlm neh.thank god malaysia menang.patut belasah je indon tuh 4-2.bia malu seket.

tapi fahmi memang cun gila save bola.hoho

p/s: blood pressure naek disebabkan bola.

2010-12-29T17:53:00.001+08:00

should i? o maybe i should not be worry.gosh i dont know.part of me said i should be worry.part of me said i should'nt.which is which.im trying to be rational in this matter.i dont want to be a control freak girlfriend.no i dont.past is past.done with it.no point of bringing it back in the future right.unless well ur past come to hunt u back.that is another story.but still im trying to stay calm and think positive.frankly yes, im a bit worried.who doesnt? i get jealous easily.yes easily ok.bear with it.just that note that once i trust someone, please dont ever do something that u will regret doing it to me.cherish me well and i will do the same to u.yes when i love someone, i really mean it.no cinta cinta monyet o puppy love o saje nak test market ke ape.keep it in mind.dont break my heart.no dont ever do that again.i dont care if u tease me o making up story about hooking up with nora danish o fazura etc.i know u're only bluffing and joking around.baby, i love u so much that even words hardly describe it.i trust u and accept u for who u are.i dont asked u to change.i love the way u are now.im serious about my feeling.i know sometimes i've done things that upset o make u lose ur mind for a while.i guess, that is my way of getting ur attention.im sorry,i didnt mean it.i am careless,and stubborn girl.yes i admit that.i always done silly things and acted totally childish when im with u.thank you for being understandable and being there when i need u the most.we've known each other for 4 years now.we have our own ups and downs right dear.not to mentioned losing contact for 2 years.and still we're back together and im so happy and grateful for it.i really am.so baby,please dont ever doubt about my feeling towards u.u once asked me why i love u.so this is my answer.well half of it.maybe its that goofy smile of urs, or those beautiful eyes, or the way you can always seem to make me feel better or more confident about myself or the way you can make me laugh. the point is,i just love u,for who u are.for how u make me feel when im around u.for making me feel safe and secure when u hold and hug me.i enjoyed every second being around u.texting and talking to u everyday.yup i surely do.this is my confession.wow i make it public right?haha.im being so romantic this evening.i miss u baby.so much i do.cant wait to meet u soon ♥

.my ♥.

p/s:baby promote awak jap eyh.heee

2010-12-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

p/s: where are u?

2010-12-27T14:45:00.000+08:00

ak xtau ap kne ngn ak harini...

ntah cam xbetul pn ader..

hehhe...

lagi bape ari je nak balik u da..

kene fokus balik dalam pelajaran setelah lama berehat..

hmm ak ader terbaca blog dye ni...

dye cte pasal ak ke..haha..ak pn konfius sbb xder nama...

n pasal tarik balik sumpahan.??xbpe phm...hehe

cuti2 ni otak agak lambat bergerak...

heheh..

p/s : oh tahniah pada pasukan malaysia..

tgu 29hb ni..lawan di indon lak..

2010-12-26T22:46:00.002+08:00

congrats to Malaysia =))

2010-12-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

kepala gle rasa macam nak pecah.sakit gle kot.nak hentak je kat dinding.sengal betollah.dala mood pun xbrape nk ok je rni.badan pun rase tak sedap je.nk demam ke ape neh.perot pn terasa nk pecah.sian dy.dah xthn lg nk menampung segala makanan y masuk.over limit.kena buat liposuction.haha.otak dah mereng.i hate this.damn!

p/s: just got back from bukit tinggi.bby love u ok.this weekend kte jmpe.miss u.really.

2010-12-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

Orang yang mencintai kamu kadang-kadang merindukan kamu dan melakukan hal-hal yang membuat kamu pening kepala. Namun ketika kamu mengatakan tindakannya itu membuat kamu terganggu dia akan minta maaf dan tak akan melakukannya lagi.

p/s:so very the true.ehe.

2010-12-24T08:39:00.000+08:00

this mornin sucks!! bangun bangun je da kena marah cam gila.pehal kelam kabut sgt org kt umah neh? saket ati btollah.dala fon kena ambk secara paksaan tanpa notis awal awal.i was like wtf!(dlm hati).gile sedap suka je nk ambk fon org.gosh im sooooo pissed off.not to mentioned that im been accussed for something that i did not do.i da tanya awal awal lagi b4 kte balek.u said xpelah xpyah ambk.so why are u damn mad at me??i asked didnt i?syesly im so fuckin hatin this! u dont just fuckin scold someone who do nothing wrong!so dont ever fuckin blame me if i never ever tell u guys anything ever again.coz u never want to understand.

p/s:sory,saya sgt mara n terasa.penggunaan bahasa terkasar sikit.

2010-12-24T02:02:00.000+08:00

ollo peeps! rini saya akan menceritakan kejadian kejadian yang berlaku dalam hidup saya pada hari ini saje yer.awwww~ i bahasakan diri i saya?haha baik pulak pagi pagi neh.back to the story.ok memandangkan today adalah anniversary bulanan antara saya dengan syg saya yang ke-3.3 bulan lah tuh dalam erti kate lainny ehee. (ceh 3 bulan pun nak heboh bagitau semua orang kan.aha bia saya punya sukalah.)so saya pun bercadang hendak lunch dengan si dia.kunun kunun macam meraikanlah neh.haha mau jugak.bia saya bahagia korang jangan dengki.haha.lagipun pagi tadi saya punyai date sama itu doc anthony yang begitu menyakitkan sekali.supposely date should be fun right instead i was being tortured by him!! gara gara rahang saya yang sakit teramat ini.fyi, i cant open my mouth like i usually can.saket kot.so sekarang saya makan dengan penuh sopan dan santunnya ye kawan kawan,mulut kecik je.so makanan pun akan dikecil kecilkan agar muat mulutku yang comel ini.hahhaha pity me.doc pesan.

"amira, go back home and try to open your mouth wide regularly so that your jaws will not be stiff.you have to forced yourself and do the exercise that i taught you before.3 times a day,5 minutes each.i will see you on 4th of january." "ok doc.surely do.thanks and merry christmas to you.=)"

then i went to pickup my syg at subang airport.sorry ya lambat seket.kena melayan alya bambam tuh.heee.then we went to sek 2 makan makan suma.after that sent my syg ke tempat keje dia balek.yeah kejap je jumpa kn.yeah i know but yang penting dapat jumpa coz weekend neh confirm tak dapat jumpa, i will be off to bukit tinggi with my family.sigh*on my way back home, dah sampai tol subang da baru i perasan yang wallet syg i neh tertinggal.col2 suma cm oklah ckp petang nnt bole anta coz i nk pegi ambik goldie i yang dihantar servis last monday tuh kat glenmarie.alang alang dekat sgt da ngn airport subang tuh.sampai sampai umah i col ayah i tanya pasal kete i tuh.then my dad said, goldie ada problem.org naza tuh call ckp kete kena tuka this and that bush lah absorber lah airling arm lah hub bearing bagai.total cost of almost RM5k guys,that is excluding the labor cost.i was like what? gila mahal.my dad da bising bising da.i pun tak tahulah nasib kete i tuh macam mana.mana mau cari 5k beb? pt tuh xsampai 4k.sedeh.btw, i melencong sana sini dengan kete neo sis i.haha angah nnt mia gantilah minyak n smartag eh.huuu~i macam jap.if kete tak boleh ambik lg means i tak pegi lah glenmarie ptg tuh.n wallet syg i ada kt i.gila kelam kabut eyh.nak kua ckp jumpa membe mau mama mengamuk coz i da kuar dari pagi.bincang punya bincang dengan syg, i ckp ngn mama i, i mau pegi jog kat kepong.bawak si faris naim tuh.hahah gila pancinglah bwk adik i tuh.padahal rushing nak g subang.yelah.i tolak dari umah pukul 4.45.peak hour org balek keje.sah sah jalan jam.lucky me, cam today tak jam sangatlah kat jln raya tuh so sampai lah s alam tuh at 5.15.ok u guys boleh imaging camne laju i bawak kete tuh dengan keadaan jalan raya yang sarat dengan kete.ahahaa=P after bagi wallet tuh we decided to hit sek 13 nak belanja adik i tuh mkn.actually my syg y belanja sbb nak rasuah adik i tuh jgn bgtau mama kami pegi tempat laen instead of jog.nasib cam my bro tuh sanggup cover demi kakak kesayangan dia neh.haha perasan kejap.so instead of JOG kami melantak Burger King.haha.bagus x?? org nk bakar lemak i pegi tambah lemak dalam badan i neh.sumpah terasa gemok tahap giant!!ok over react.but seyesly i gain weight this hols.=(( lemak merata rata kat badan neh.huhu.xpe next week bakar lemak 1 whole week tuh!! xD so today je i jumpa syg i 2 kali.ngeeeeee gedik gedik jap.lol. syg, i love u so much ok.really really much.mmmuahhhx!!! hahaha miang sudah dalam blog neh.maaf maaf.owh otw back tuh my mum suro pegi pasar malam.balek umah melantak lagi nasi.camne?????? hahahha.(syg, i know now mesti u geleng geleng kepala punya)

muke org penat keje.ily =)

p/s: sapa tau bile PT dimasukkan ke dalam account BIMB neh?

2010-12-22T18:45:00.000+08:00

.tuhan tunjukkan padanya tentang apa yang kupikirkan.

:))

2010-12-22T17:34:00.000+08:00

semalam ader member ak anta msj...

msj nyer mcm ni...

" wishing the sweetest nite to a sweet natured person.

may u sleep and fall from the bed tonight, then u will remember that u forgot to wish me good night"..

mcm 2 la msj nyer..n u know..nak dijadikan cerita..

ak hampir jatuh katil...hahahahahah...hampir k..bkn dah jatuh....

sebab ntah npe smlm ttbe ak mmpi hantu..hahaha

tp han2 2 xburuk....heheh...abz semua bantal ak jatuh bwh....

bengong kan...hahah...

adakan sbb ak xwsh kat dye sbb 2 ak mmpi..haha

ak da kne jmpi la 2..

and for u lav****r...

if u read this....pliz..pliz..and pliz..tc uf ur health...

makn la..jgn sampai 5 ari xmkn....

haih..heheh..ok tata

2010-12-22T11:55:00.003+08:00

[Rihanna]

On the first page of our story
the future seemed so bright
then this thing turned out so evil
I don’t know why I’m still surprised
even angels have their wicked schemes
and you take that to new extremes
but you’ll always be my hero
even though you’ve lost your mind

[Chorus]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
but that’s all right because I like the way it hurts
just gonna stand there and hear me cry
but that’s all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie Ohhh, I love the way you lie

[Rihanna]
Now there’s gravel in our voices
glass is shattered from the fight
in this tug of war, you’ll always win
even when I’m right ‘cause you feed me fables from your hand
with violent words and empty threats
and it’s sick that all these battles
are what keeps me satisfied

[Chorus]
[Rihanna]
So maybe I’m a masochist
I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave
til the walls are goin’ up
in smoke with all our memories

[Eminem]
This morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face
smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction
hush baby, speak softly, tell me I’ll be sorry
that you pushed me into the coffee table last night
so I can push you off me
try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me
run out the room and I’ll follow you like a lost puppy
baby, without you, I’m nothing, I’m so lost, hug me
then tell me how ugly I am, but that you’ll always love me
then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the
destructive path that we’re on,
two psychopaths but we
know that no matter how many knives we put in each other’s backs
that we’ll have each other’s backs, ’cause we’re that lucky
together, we move mountains, let’s not make mountains out of molehills,
you hit me twice, yeah, but who’s countin’?
I may have hit you three times, I’m startin’ to lose count
but together, we’ll live forever, we found the youth fountain
our love is crazy, we’re nuts, but I refused counsellin’
this house is too huge, if you move out I’ll burn all two thousand
square feet of it to the ground, ain’t shit you can do about it
with you I’m in my f-ckin’ mind, without you, I’m out it

hey guys.im kindda falling for this song.love the way you lie PART 2.yeah sambungan kepada love the way u lie tuh.both i like but i like this better i guess.the lyrics is destructively beautiful. not to mentioned how awesome Rihanna's voice is in this song.so enjoys guys.

p/s: i am lost.

2010-12-22T09:38:00.000+08:00

im sorry for all the things i've done.for all the words i've said.

i am really sorry love.for making u feel uncomfortable.

thanks for being straight forward to me.i am wrong and im sorry.

i love u so much dear.

:))

2010-12-21T14:08:00.000+08:00

hye...dah lama xpost..

heheh...

semalm ak ader msj member lama ak...

ntahla...ak pn xtau npe...

mgkn btul pe yg dye tulis kat blog dye..yg ak xmemahami dye...

dye mmg seowg yg sukar di fahami..kdg2 ble trigt blik zamn ak ngn dye knl dl..

nak tergelak ak...mn xnyer..ms first knl.ak la owg yg paling di kutuk.

hahahah...tp laz2...'hehehehe'....

tp it became a sweet memory for now....

heheh...

arini ak xder wat pape..seperti ari2 biasa....

hehehe..

okla nak tgk tv..

cr cte pe yg bez..sbb skng ni da byk cite indon jeee....

haih...

ooh ye....mia..sem 4 ni ak da mula bisnes blik..

heheh...ak bisnes tp4, bisnes kek lapis sarawak, bisnes format laptop n pe ntah ak xigt..

see byk kan ak nak wat..

hope ko n yg laen2 ley support ak...hahaahah

2010-12-20T23:26:00.000+08:00

woot woot!! today i sgt buzy ok.haha coz today i keje jap tuk garnier.yes i jadi tukang memberi sample garnier kat orang orang y lalu lalang di lrt wangsa maju.pelik bukan i tetiba je keje.haaa just for today only maa.doin a favour for my nad bucuk coz her partner sakit.then i tlg gantikan je.haha semangat kn.yes mmg pn dari i duduk umah kebosanan baek i keje jap.dapat duet.walaupun bkn on the spot but yeah dpt kot duet nnt.if not i claim kt nad ajelah =D i dpt pkai bj garnier oh.teruja jap ^_^ mau keje macam neh lagi please.seronok tengok gelagat org y mengelak ngelak dari kami.haha if xnk xpyh bwt muka kalut oo.gle sengal eyh.then after coming back from work pegi dinner lak kt renaissance celebrate bday suami along.seyes i kenyang giler mkn.haha melantak abeslah.(tak mkn lgsg dr pg tuh y melantak tuh =P)senang gile rase hati.hahah.but but i sgt jelez coz suami along dpt E72.haihhh.ok thats all for today.too tired to type anymore.later.

p/s: saya rindulah awk.=(

2010-12-19T01:52:00.001+08:00

i need to broaden my knowledge about malaysia history and the world history as well.especially the world history.i found it interesting to know other countries history and ideologies.need to read and learn.i need feed my brain with useful knowledge and i need to hear people ideas and perspective concerning this matter.god i have so much to learn and gain in life.haha tetibe je an mangat nk tau psal sejarah.but i need to know.its a must for me now.yeah its sound so boring.so nerdy of me but what the hack.i love history since school.cewah nk bangge diri jap.hahah just that im fedup with people who are soo ignorant and acting like they know everything.gosh please.pape pn i need to know history.so that i can understand and compare..wish me luck guys.now i notice that my english is gettin weaker.damn!! i think i have to start reading english books again.lots of english book and article o what ever that is related.its not like im so good in english before,but bolelah dari sekarang nh.i still believe that PPSMI tuh sesuatu y bagus.banyak membantu ok.pelik nape rmai sgt org nk bantah PPSMI padahal bgus eyh.isu lapok.saje nk ungkit balek.lol

p/s:lookin forward for tomorrow =))

2010-12-18T01:05:00.000+08:00

i really had a great great time with u today love!

mmuahhx3!! ♥ u dear =))

p/s: update later.tired.

2010-12-16T19:41:00.000+08:00

hey hey i just got back from watchin tron.woot woot muvi tuh not bad lo.kindda interesting.i suka music dlm cite tuh.catchy!! haha not bad for disney production.yeah disney never let me down.plan nk watch narnia but the fact that im not into narnia compare to harry potter(peminat setia =P) so i decided tron instead.sorry ya faris.go watch narnia with ur friend lah.hehehe.baru i perasan y tron baru released today.bangga jap antara y awal tgk cite tuh.hahah semangat eh padahal xtau pn bnda tuh kua bile.now im looking forward to watch muvi with my syg this weekend.baby kite kualah ok? sgt rindu sama awklah.ok kepala i agak berat akibat kena ujan waktu tengah hari td n xmandi mandi smpai sekarang.sengaja cari padah.heee later guys.

2010-12-16T03:01:00.000+08:00

im excited

blushing n melting

kiss me

hug me please!

i likey

p/s: hati berbunga bunga =P

2010-12-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

lonely hm.

missin u

waitin n waitin

sob sob

p/s: my state of emotion as for now.

2010-12-15T21:59:00.001+08:00

hhhhhmmmmmmmmm.........
.ntahla.

2010-12-15T14:55:00.000+08:00

.kusebut namamu disetiap doaku.
i ♥ u

2010-12-15T00:05:00.001+08:00

woot woot.hey post before this kindda political eh.so now im doing this random questions for fun only.haha im bored actually.lalala~

1. What color is your underwear right now?
my my.haha next!!
2. What are you listening to right now?
cant be tamed~miley =)
3. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
92...lalala
4. What was the last thing you ate?
cokelat baci..want some? =P
5. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
colorful!! =D
6. How is the weather right now?
i dun noe.im sweating for sure in the middle of the nite.durh
7. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
ouh ouh my baby boo ^_^
8. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
their eyes n smile.woot woot! ngeee~
9. Favorite type of Food?
spicy food n italian.damn now im hungry.
10. Do you drink?
i drink mineral water.haha
11. Do you smoke?
no i dont.
12. Ever get so drunk you dont remember?
sory i dont do alcohol.
13.What color are your eyes?
black kot o dark brown.not sure.
15. Do you wear contacts?
nahhhh.mayb future.
16. Single?
nope im taken =)
17. Favorite Month?
january.haha coz its my bday!!
18. Ever cried for no reason?
yes! saya mmg kuat menangis punya budak.
19. Last Movie you watched?
rapunzel!! i wanna watch it again.baby jomla tgk lg =(
20. Favorite day of the week?
weekend.so i can meet my baby boo =D
21. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
hahaha nope.
22. Hugs or Kisses?
i love both =))
23. Chocolate or Vanilla?
for sure vanilla!!
24. Do you want your friends to respond?
respond to what?
25. Who is most likely to respond?
again respond to what?
26. Who is least likely to respond?
grrrr...
27. What books are you reading?
buku marketing.hahah read lah sgt.
28. Piercings?
used to.now nope.
29. Fav. Movie?
for now rapunzel.definitely.
30. Fav. baseball team?
eeerrrrr???
31. Any pets?
three cats! i love them especially my boncit =D
32. AIM?
nop.
33. Butter, Plain or salted popcorn?
butter.yum3
34. Dogs or cats?
obviously cats.but dogs are adorable pe.
35. Fav. flower?
roses lilies tulips carnations
36. Have you ever fired a gun?
i wish =P
37. Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?
yup.yup.
38. Right handed or left handed?
right handed.
39. How many pillows do you sleep with?
three pillows heeee
40. Are you missing someone?
yup teramat rindu lo.

2010-12-14T21:56:00.001+08:00

"kalau kau dh rsa x leh nk respect sultan, blah la dri bumi Malaysia brtuah ni..sia2 ja dok laung rukun negara, nynyi negaraku sana sini, tp hati busuk penuh dengan dengki dan kurang ajar..inilah org mlayu zmn kini, brgaduh ssama sndri..lupa darat..lgsug x igt pgorbanan prjuang2 kmerdekaan..asyik nak salahkan org ini org itu..klo dh rsa bgus sgt, kau ja la jdi perdana menteri..buka ar mata..CARI SIAPA SEBENARNYA TALI BARUT YAHUDI KAT MALAYSIA NI..Cari siapa pengkhianat yang sejak dulu lagi plan nk jual Malaysia kt org asing..pakatan rakyat konon..nasib rakyat haram x bela pun..yg taw asyik cri salah org saja..Tuntutan IFC tu xkn kau nk wat bodo ja..mber2 DAP n PKR dh naik kepala..kau?? ikut ja mnjhanamkan bangsa,agama dan negara!!!!!!!! HORMAT SIKIT SULTAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

i ambk dari slh satu blog politik y berlambak lambak kt web neh.neh dr sorg hamba Allah y kumen kt blog parti pambangkang.n i sgt2 setuju ngn pe hamba Allah nh ckp.sekarang rakyat malaysia y melayu terutamanya dah tak hormat kt sultan.dah lupa asal usul sebab igt mereka tuh terlalu modern n liberal.memalukan je lah.kl nak sgt negara y tak bersultan suma y liberal suma pglah tukar jd warganegara len.xpyh dok nk sebok nk hapuskn ketuanan melayu nk hina sultan kita.dasar tak kenang budi punya rakyat.gado sesama bangsa sendiri last2 kaum len y dpt kita y mati kebuluran kt tanah air sendiri.tak ada pn parti politik y bersih.suma sama je.tp kenalah pk.parti mana y byk tlg org melayu n dpt tlg org melayu y dpt jmnkn hak melayu.sape y tlg melayu skng?
sgt annoyed dgn melayu y tak kenang jasa goverment selame nh.

p/s: umno dikatekan parti yahudi.abes pas tuh parti islam sgt ke? umno tuh kafir,abes pas bersetongkol dgn org kafir xpe lak. pdhal pas n umno boleh bersatu tentang org kafir xmau lak.agak agak kn ape tok guru akn kuakn statement selepas wikileaks dedah kisah liwat anwar? haha tak saba nk dengar tok guru pertahankn anwar.bodos.

2010-12-14T19:43:00.000+08:00

saya berpeluh peluh,badan saya suam suam, kepala saya pening.

i think im having fever.durh.

2010-12-14T18:51:00.000+08:00

ollo peeps.lately neh im bz not so bz i suppose.get it? haha merapu lebeh.no lah im kindda bz kot ngn pe pn i xtau lah.tp bzlah semestiny.smpai ble i tgk blog hah mls gle nk update, hack fb org cm haih bosan lak rseny.dl lgu lak cm gle saket telinga nk dga lgu2 neh.tdo lak haih nk pecah pale sbb tdo je keje.haa sng kte sume bnda i buat serba xkenalah.jap gle cm xd kene mengena ngn bz i tuh.haha biakan.skng pn da middle of disember.another two weeks then bye bye 2010! wow sgt kejap rse hidup nh berlalu.many things happen during this whole year.the hepy moments,the sad worst moments,memorial moments all moments lah u can think of sng.hahha.n im suprise that i manage to keep myself together.yeah there's some scene in my life i feel like losing hope n losing my sanity.but im grateful coz i have people who care and always be there for me.filling my life with laughter and joy whenever i feel down n depress.i am so thankful to u guys.people come n go in my life.well, thats life aite.we cannot control them but be grateful for having them in our life.i adore and love relationship.wether relationship with my bf o my friends both i adore it very much.now, im hepy with my life.with my love one,with my friends.i could not ask for more.i love u guys.really.im looking forward to 2011.wonder what will i face next year.hoping 2011 will be a blast for me.=))

p/s:ilysm baby =)

2010-12-13T23:35:00.001+08:00

We were drawn from the weeds

We were brave like soldiers

Falling down under the pale moonlight

You were holding to me

Like a someone broken

And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart

Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me

Tell me everything you want me to be

Forever with you forever in me

Ever the same

We would stand in the wind

We were free like water

Flowing down

Under the warmth of the sun

Now it's cold and we're scared

And we've both been shaken

Hey, look at us

Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart

Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be

Forever with you

Forever in me

Ever the same

Call on me

I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me

Forever it's you

Forever in me

Ever the same

You may need me there

To carry all your weight

But you're no burden I assure

You tide me over

With a warmth I'll not forget

But I can only give you love

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be

Forever with you

Forever in me

Ever the same

Call on me

I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me

Forever it's you

Forever in me

Ever the same

Forever with you

Forever in me

Ever the same

i love the lyric! rob thomas songs are wonderful.the lyrics are meaningful and his songs is so nice to hear.=))

p/s: kepenatan setelah half day out wif ayah mama n faris kt mid.shopping sakan wif mama!! ngeeeee thanks mama =)) love it~!

2010-12-13T02:13:00.000+08:00

puas hati melihat drogba tak dapat masuk penalti!!

hahah padan muka!

p/s: saya bukan peminat chelsea.maaf.booo!!

2010-12-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

waaaa! sumpah bosan gila sekarang.smpai ttdo2 dah td dek kerna kebosanan y melampau2.terasa seperti mahu sem dibuka lebeh awal so dapat jumpa bdk2 kelas y terencat seket perangainy.haha i miss u guys lo.mau gosip gosip n lepaklepak ngn korg lo.haih another two weeks to wait.damn it feels like forever now.bile da stat blaja mula lah nk cuti je keje.dah cuti nk blaja lak.hahah gle gedik eyh i neh.oppppss! termengaku pulak.hahaha ah lantak.asal i tak kaco idup org sudahlah aite? otak terasa berkarat setelah sekian lama tidak berfungsi semaxsimany.masuk sem nnt mesti blur n lembab nak follow pe lecturer aja mengalahkn siput babi lembabny.hahaha ouh i xpercaya i dah nk masuk sem 4 dah next year.another 2 sem n pufff!! grad already!! cant wait.still now im clueless nk jadi ape.ambik marketing but i dont feel like working in marketing area.poning den nk pikir psal neh.let see how this next sem will guide me.maybe sem baru neh i serius sket nk pikir psl future i.its not like im not syes at all before this,but ntah its complicated. poyo lebeh i neh.hahah ouh ouh n im gonna be 21 xlama lg.haha wow!! saya sudah dewasa.ngeeee~ gila cepat.sudah bole kawen gamakny.hahah =P

p/s: syg pulanglah cepat.kangan sama kamu lo ='(

2010-12-11T18:47:00.002+08:00

woot woot!! guess what im at tbun with my syg and ejal n sabah.hahah tgk mereka mereka nh men game eyh.gle xphm papelah tgk dyorg men DOTA neh.bapak lost eyh.hhahah pening oo pale tgk.ngn bdk2 kt cc neh jerit2 lg.hahah lawak btollah when guys with their games eh. ouh syg mia mmg xkn phm lah DOTA2 neh.heee =P

b4 that kami ke TS lepak mkn jln2 je. n guess what i met ati at the bowling alley.what a coincident eyh.ati ad reunion ngn bdk skolah lme dy.hahah ati i miss u dah lo.sempat lg tngkp pic sme2 ngn my syg n mut.hahah k mau smbg tgk dyorg men game.outta~

p/s: syg gle emo eyh men game.hahaha comel je =P

2010-12-11T11:29:00.000+08:00

ollo guys.as u noe yesterday officially result for budak2 uitm sudah kua.suma org cm sebok sebok ngn result sendiri n membe2.hahah termasuklah i neh.sebok nk tau result org.=P alhamdulillah my result ok.ada improvement from last sem, still maintaining 3 above.n best part is xd C in any subject! yeay.but the bad part is this sem pn xcpai DL eyh.xjauh pn lg.a bit dissapointed but still im grateful.thanks to all my lecturer y susa payah mengajar kami sekelas!! ^_^ sem depan aiming higher and for sure im aiming for DL!! saya mau naekkan pointer keseluruhan saya smpai 3.5 ke atas.now pn cam xjauh da so ada lg harapan.=)) to all uitm students, congratulation on ur result.=)

p/s: mau out jumpa syg saya =))